I WENT TO THE DOCTOR THE OTHER DAY AND FOUND OUT THAT OUR THIRD CHILD DOES NOT HAVE A HEART BEAT. SO, WE ARE HAVING TO HAVE A D&C TOMORROW. THIS REALLY SUCKS! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS HOW OUT OF THE BLUE THIS CAME FOR ME! I MEAN I HAVE HAD TWO HEALTHY PREGNANCIES AND CHILDREN AND I JUST WAS NOT EXPECTING ANY DIFFERENT WITH THIS ONE. IT HAS BEEN REALLY HARD TO ACCEPT. I DO CONSIDER MYSELF A VERY STRONG PERSON AND I WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS TOUGH TIME WITH THE SUPPORT OF MY FAMILY. MY TWO LITTLE BOYS HAVE BEEN SUCH A HELP. THEY ARE SUCH ANGELS AND GIFTS FROM GOD. I AM TRULY BLESSED. I AM GLAD THAT I CAN STILL SEE THE GOOD IN LIFE, BECAUSE THIS EXPERIENCE HAS REALLY SHOWED ME A DARK SIDE TO LIFE.
SO HERE IS A QUICK UPDATE ON THE BULLINGER'S BEFORE I HAVE TO RUN OUT TO WORK TONIGHT. LETS SEE I FOUND OUT ABOUT 5 WEEKS AGO THAT WE ARE EXPECTING OUR THIRD CHILD IN NOVEMBER. I AM ABOUT 10 WEEKS PREGNANT NOW, DID NOT SEE THAT ONE COMING! I HOPE THIS IS MY GIRL BECAUSE THIS IS ALL FOR US, I'M GETTING FIXED THIS TIME WITH MY C-SECTION. ALSO THIS HAS BEEN A NOT SO FUN WEEK , I HAD TO TAKE GAVIN TO THE ER FOR THE 2ND TIME IN A MONTH. 1ST TIME HE FELL OUTSIDE AND HIT HIS HEAD AND THIS TIME HAD 105 TEMP. ALL HAS TURNED OUT WELL FOR HIM, BUT MAN IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A GREAT MOM AND NURSE, LET ME TELL YOU. I HAVE BEEN WORKING AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, BUT WORK HAS CUT OUT ALL OF MY OVERTIME AND THAT SUCKS FOR THE SOLE FAMILY PROVIDER. OH WELL, GOD WILL PROVIDE! ALSO I HAD A CRAZY MOMENT AND BOUGHT A SPORTS CAR. I THINK THAT WHOLE PREGNANCY NEWS SHOCKED ME AND I HAD TO DO SOMETHING CRAZY. I BOUGHT A USED RED RX8. IT IS SO CUTE! I ALREADY HAVE A FAMILY CAR, SO I THOUGH, WHY NOT? WELL, THIS IS ALL THE UPDATING I HAVE TIME FOR RIGHT NOW. I WILL TRY TO DO BETTER AT UPDATING! GOT TO RUN FOR NOW!
Well I am having surgery on Wednesday, so the girls from work wanted to take me out to celebrate. I don't know the last time I went out like this, I can't wait. I hope they don't make me blush too much. Hopefully I will be able to post what a good time we have. I'm sure it will be loads of fun with all the fun personalities that will be there. See you girls soon, I can't wait!!!!!!!!!
So it has been way too long since my last post, but I have been so crazy busy lately. I have been working more than the average person, but I do it all for the good of the family. I can't wait to get two weeks off soon, although it won't seem like a vacation because I am having surgery to remove by big boobs! Can't wait to see what the new one's look like! I am so sick of these and ready for them to go. Also pretty scared about surgery, but excited at the same time. Does that make sense? Hope to keep you all updated with my upcoming adventures.
So Apparently my post about Why Are Men Such Babies? has hurt my husband's feelings! So let me just clear up that this is a blog about how I am feeling at the moment and my feelings change often due to the circumstance and I do get frustrated easily, so forgive me for that. I do love my husband very much and could not imagine my life without him. I hope he knows that. He is always there for me when I need him and always listens to me (well most of the time). He cooks for me, watches my kids all the time, and loves me unconditionally. I could not ask for a better husband. He does frustrate me, as I know I do him but isn't that what marriage is all about? Aren't you supposed to take the good with the bad and manage through it? I think that was one of the vows that I took eight years ago. We don't have to get along every minute of everyday, we just have to remember that we love each other and that will never change no matter what!
So today Gavin had his 15 month shots, and that is never fun! Mommy always has to hold the baby down while the nurse gives the shots. Why is this always Mommy's job? I guess, I should be glad I get this pleasure because I am Gavin's favorite and he is such a Mommy's boy and would not want anyone else to do it. Well, we survived it pretty well. Gavin is doing well, just a little hurt feelings is all. So here is a picture of my sweet little Gavin, don't you feel sorry for such a sweet little face. Just Kidding!!!
